Wit The QUICK Uppercut...

so, not too long ago i was worried about whether "saj" would give me the chance to be in his life... matter of fact it was like 2 or 3am lol. well, not too long after (maybe around 4 or 5am) i started talking to saj on his new aim... (he's very late on some things lol- stuck on myspace, gettin use to facebook, imeem, aim... crazyness smh).

first saj and i start talking about how to get the latest version of aim since he downloaded the wrong one (hahaha), then he tells me he misses me for some reason and asks me what i'm doing. at the moment i was getting ready to post my last blog, so he told me to send him the link...

apparntly he read it then asked how he could make one (i figured since he was doing the new up-beat thing with his techno-life) but i told him he could figure it out since he's a fast learner. THEN he says "nvm i'd rather not. i'd rather just tell you." i said "tell me what?" then he tells me to check his facebook, so i did just that and lo and behold saj has listed himself as in a relationship.

my roomie and i constantly questined it altough leaping with joy at the same time... honestly, i thought it was so WACK the way he went about it, but cute at the same time cuz he "wasn't thinking about what i was doing"... that's what he said! lol... but i was surprised nevertheless (wit the quick uppercut). he told me he hopes the stress from "leo" and "aries" are forever gone so i can finally be happy... so sweet :)

aim then facebook then aim to ask me out... funny for saj to be 20 and mysef at 18. i thought i'd be outta that middle school "ask her out thru a note" method, but it's alright cuz i "got my prize" as saj says lol

SAJ♥KRISTINA

p.s.
all my friends went postal when they found out hahahaha

Until next time...

Cupid Doesn't Lie

This isn't really me... i mean, after what i've been through,my guard should be so high up over my head.

lemme start from the beginnig. i had a 10 month relationship back when i was in highschool with a guy who i'll call leo (i'm making up names here). he broke up with me before midterms in senior year for whatever reasons he had and i was very sad... took me about a half a year to get over it (since leo kept calling me and teling me he missed me and loved me and vice versa). then after i finally got over it i started talking to a guy i'll call aries. we fell in love after a while of talking. over my winter break i tried to see him alot (since college students hava a whole month off), but he kept neglecting me. i got over that too, right around the time i got back to school.

now this is the present: i met this fine young man whom i'll call saj. (u guys can guess i'm using zodiac to differenciate). saj basically swept me off my feet without knowing. this is what i'm tryin to explain as "not me". I met him at a talent show after party in another school close by about almost a month ago. it was one of those things where u give 'em ur number but dnt expect for them to call u... yea.. he called :)

we chilled weekend after weekend after weekend and the more i got to know him the more i grew to like him. the title of this entry was chosen because of the day i REALLY lost my composure... valntines day.

there was an auction at my school and he came to watch wit me and to spend the weekend. SAJ GOT ME A ROSE! i was completely surprised... swept off my feet for the rest of the night... and for him to do that on valentines makes me feel like cupid hit me.

idk what's wrong with me, cuz i dnt act like this! saj got me listenin to more R&B than i usually do (and i LOVE my R&B). and while i'm listening, i'm thinking about which part of the song relates to him in whatever way possible from "Red Light Special" by TLC to "I Care For You" by Aaliyah...

i wanna try with him and work stuff out, but i guess he's not ready. i'm currently going thru stuff with leo and aries as well... leo wants to talk to me now and i guess aries is done neglecting me... but i'm tryinna be happy and they're comin at me at the same time, even though they dnt know eachother. WOW right?

but, back to saj... we had a conversaton today about our feelings... aparently they're mutual... that made me smile. i just need to be patient. but i want him to give us a try like the song "Cupid" by 112 says, "u wont kno unless u give it a try." we'll see what happens.

Until next time...

My First Time

So, with this being my first time ever having a blog, let me tell you a little about myself:

I'm currently a 2nd semester freshman in college, I'm a virgo, and I know alot of people but I love my true home girls (Shana, Kim, Aset, Yolanda, Chanel, Emma, Brittney, Gisselle, Johnna, and Hadassa) who are really tho only girls I talk to cuz I'm more of a tomboy... I'm into sports, music and poetry.

That's all I'm gonna say now since my blogs from now on will further inform you of my personality.

Until next time...